Misc blog

This morning I was able to attend our church's circle meeting. I have had to miss a few months due to transportation problems. It was nice to be back. What was a little depressing was the number of people on the prayer chain. So many people had serious problems that my problems seemed like nothing. It's amazing how you think your problems are the end of the world until you hear someone else's story. Kind of puts things into perspective.

I have finally talked to my girls. I had not talked to them since Christmas. I was trying all this week with no success. See my ex idiot has a history of playing games and not letting me talk to my kids. I had to take him to court to get regular phone calls and visits. Not that he is paying attention to the court order in regards to the phone calls. He actually had Tara suggest to me that when they come out here for the summer that he pay for the round trip ticket and I would reimburse him for half. First off, he is not suppose to have the kids relay messages back and forth. Because of the pending court case he is not suppose to talk to me at all. If he had a lawyer, the lawyer would send correspondence. However, his mouth piece dropped him like the proverbial hot potato when I filed the abuse case against him. So the best way for him to talk to me would be via letter. If he really wanted to do things right he should send it to the courts and ask them to send it to me. The courts will be made aware of this little boo boo on his part.

Second, I would not trust him to get the ticket. I would have to double check, but I think we set it up as I am suppose to pay for the trip here and he is suppose pay for the return trip. So if we did it that way we would be on contempt of court. The last time I trusted a member of his family I got screwed on one of my visits. Never again!

And third I can find a cheaper rate then what he was quoting.

I have decided that I must call my Rheumatologist. I haven't been feeling good since Christmas and I can't seem to shake this low grade fever. It is not unusual for low grade fevers in Lupus, but this has gone on long enough. It is dragging me down too much. So I am hoping that all he will do is prescribe some antibiotics.